What a well written and real article. I know exactly what you're talking about! I grew up in a nightmare and work disaster zones because I'm level headed and calm in a disaster. But I have a hard time when the adrenaline is not cranked up. No one really understands the strength of character and the beating your emotional self takes to work in these places. But you know not just anyone can do it. So you go. It's been a long time since I've read something without the gloss and bull crap created to ease the tender feelings of the pretenders in the world. Thank you.