I really wish you could see how hard I am trying to be everything you say I should be. I buy almost everything you suggest regardless of if I like it or not. I try not to eat a lot so, I can be skinny like the girls on TV and In the magazines. I try my hardest to fit in even if that means making fun of others knowing it is wrong. I do things that I think the boys will like so, they will think I am pretty. I try really hard and I am still not pretty enough, skinny enough etc.